I dont know what to say no more

THAT XX IS SO ADDICTIVEEEEE .

Eheheh anyways , SCHOOL'S OUT :)

Im here to talk about my insecurities and how im gonna try to deal with them , and maybe you'll do the same too ! 

Nowadays my post are all so self - motivational ahahhahah. Im eding this old one i meant to post up quite long ago while im working on another one (*^﹏^*) you know you love me

Im always so insecure of who's going to stay around me . 

Its like one moment they're here , the next moment you've been betrayed or the trust between the both of you strained .

Im just afraid of losing people i guess ahahah . And well just being judged by society ...

So now i cherish every single moment i have with anyone , and (try) to be nice to everyone .

From Qiuqiu's blog :

 

I don't know. Maybe on some days you like this person, you be kind. On other days, you have to decide again. Haha. "Do i wanna be kind to her today?" "But oh god why, she's so irritating"

What makes us think our thoughts on that person is gonna affect anything, anyone, anyway. People might not even give a fuck about us. It's confirmed that most of the time it's just us and our mind fucking ourselves up. Lol. But we just can't stop doing it!!!!! I am guilty as charged.

Next , i always think im fat .

IM HEAVIER THAN NORMAL GIRLS . HOW CAN I NOT THINK THIS WAY .... 

 

So im gonna start eating healthily from now on ~ 

And in my next post i'll tell you my march hols relexation plans hehehheheheh feat. A healthy diet and workout and all  Until then, take care!!! xoxo's Jolene ≧﹏≦