boo .

Stand in front of the mirror and judge yourself.

"I look horrible." 
"I look presentable."

It's either one of these statements made, if not, you wouldn't dare to stand in front of it. So yup, I'm back again to the same old topic and the feeling that maybe some teens feel.  @ cassandra  http://www.bringme-go.blogspot.sg/ .

Well hello . Here's me on a mini rant-complaint today . Right after my grattitude post wts .


BEFORE YOU CONTINUE . THIS IS NOT SPECIFICALLY TARGETED AT ANYONE . IM JUST SAYING WHAT I FEEL . NOT BLAMING ANYONE . Oh you've got that ? And you're telling me dont type in caps ? Opps im sorry ahaha !!!


So its like this . Everyone is becoming more and more superficial . I dont know where to place my trust , cause everyone has this mask to hide what they truly feel about me .
A fake smile . I see too many everyday . Sometimes i wish i had a cold heart so i wont be so nice , and i wont get taken advantage of . But you'd better be careful what you wish for , so i guess i'll keep my weak self .
Then next i always feel so ... outside the circle . I always dont have the time to go out with my friends and cant stay back in school late to wait up with them . And i never seem to be doing enough to maintain good friendship ties ... I feel like a really bad friend sometimes . I am almost never there when someone needs me the most , and sometimes when i am there , i dont know what to do . 
And sometimes i cant help but feel why isint anyone understanding me ? I have really great friends that care to listen to what i say , but sometimes other friends dont approve of who i tell it to . And i cant help but feel why cant they accept me for that ? Why cant i have other friends to tell my stuff to ? I dont know ... i just feel really short changed for what i do . Its as if people dont appreciate what i do for them and instead take advantage for it .


I've been wanting to tell this to someone and tried once but that person had a different take on my 'problem' .. so i guess here i am telling thhis to the world and being attention seeking telling you this .


I am so desperate to fix this problem that i've freaking searched google to learn how to be a good friend . I feel so weird now lol .


OKAY LETS MOODSWING BACK TO HIGHNESS . 


Good bye lovelies . Im sorry for being weird and sad just now .