mr saxobeat .

didnt expect this song to turn up on maddi jane's youtube playlist ! :O

long time no post , aye ?

sorryyyy ! >< busy . with twitter and getting scolded .

so yes .

i have been obsessed with twitter .

it was my second shoutout place other than posting photos here , and typing looong drafts that never got sent on my phone .

and yeah ..

idontknow what to do anymore ,

i really dont .

ARGHS JUST A FEW HOURS AGO I FELT SO NEEDED .

like somebody actually remembered i existed .

but now ..

ohnevermind . maybe they were busy .

its okay .

by the way .

a tip for you , dont tell me your secrets .

dont .

i might spill them . not intentionally , but like it just slips ?

not saying i will , but i might .

IM LEAVING TOO MANY SPACES .

anyway .

im screwed .

i lost $60 + dollars and now i have to save 100 back .

was supposed to save 40 only ...

ARGHHHHS NOOOOO )':

fuckmylife .

over the past few day , i learnt that crying wont solve anything .

well i knew that , but i still cried .

they say bottling up your feelings aint good ,

but letting them out is no better .

i dont cry , i suffer inside .

i cry , i get scolded for being useless . weak , i call it .

# weakness is a sin . - Juuhime .

remember this phrase ?

well perhaps you dont .

cause unless you're my stalker , of which i doubt there is one ,

then you wont know i posted this before .

so if you wanna cry but cant ,

i've got the perfect solution .

tested and proven to be useful .

just cry yourself to sleep .

idontknow , i'll just magically fall asleep .

#11:11 , i wish i wasnt so useless .