im freaking laughing and crying at the same time after i get scolded .
oh damnit .
im going crazy .
im driven crazy .
hate expectations .
no A for chem .
no A for bio .
im going to fail everything .
oh no .
failure isint a choice in this cruel world .
i hate this feeling .
fuck im going to cry again .
i hate poor results .
you'll scold me .
you'll stop me from reading .
you'll think im useless .
im not useless right ?
im not .
im not .
i keep telling myself that .
and end up feeling as useless as from the beginning .
remember when i was P2 ?
you said ' there is no such thing as friends '
i never forgot that .
i can never forget it .
i dont know how to be a real friend now .
i had never been one .
how sad .
you ruined my life .
you know why i read so much ?
so i can escape .
escape from reality .
where i am my king .
where i am a true friend to many .
where i am not alone .
weakness is a sin ; - Juuhime .
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