Liar parade .

My mind has gone berserk .

-stress- . have less than 10% faith in finding my card .-'-

arghs . cant think of any ideas for the story either . no need to talk about the competition ; in this state im not able to do my best .

gone mad about projectdiva arcade . has been youtubing for its songs all night . didnt study for chinese tmr .

pray i pass ? nah . why even bother .

i need more will than this to do a good job .

anything lower than that isint worth it .

wants to scream . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

but not out loud . cant do it that way . parents would lecture me .

so ; how ?

i think im going crazy . like , mental-hospital crazy .

see a psychologist perhaps ?

feels an urge to write . but what ?

romance ? nope . not in the right frame of mind .

some superhero gung-ho stuff ? cant think of a good fight scene .

supernatural ? not ready yet .

so . what should i do ?

arghs .

why cant life have a control shift delete . control your emotions , actions , words . make no mistakes . of course , if there happens to be an errorrrrrr . alternate F4 . termination . then gain perfection .

blank slate . something that has yet to be marked , determined developed .

how i wish i could start over again like this .

pretty good manga ; two volumes .

a good thriller (?) maybe . the whole concept is really cool XD

anyw !
gtg alrd . still gotta choing chinese x lit in the morning , wish me luck );

xoxo ;

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